I'm thirty, I said it outloud, fuck i'll scream it, I'M THIRTY!! So much has happened that words and pics couldn't really do it justice. Last week I really hit a low depression of just being in a funk. I couldn't place it as to why, I just was.... Then I spoke to my guidance of all things in life and he said, are you a skyscraper or a pyramid? And after listening to the explanation of if all, a huge smile came across my face and I laughed and knew I was a pyramid....

I may not follow that path of 2.5 kids (asian and adopted none the less), a dog, a house, a trophy husband and that perfect job. But I am ME! I have gone to places most people dream of, I've accomplished things that few could fathom, I got offered a lead role in a musical, and didn't have to audition, they WANTED me, and I have a circle of friends that have and will always be by my side thru thick and thin.....

I am 30, I am proud, and I am me, so Fuck 30 being the end, 30 is my new 20, and I'm going to live life for each day, like Jonathan said, no day but today!