What am I to do?

So I was talking to a close friend of mine whom i hold the greatest admiration for... lemme tell you why.... He has no fear in life and in any aspects of it. Now I'll digress and say I'm sure he is afraid but I've never seen him show it....

We went to school together in Providence, RI, I moved onto my MFA and was too afraid to grow up, he went on to live life, I ended up on the west coast, he moved back to nyc and went back to school. He up and moved to seattle for more school, has finished that, went back to nyc, gotten into his masters program and is now back in seattle to finish that. He has rent up the wazoo, a shitty retail job and more issues to deal with than I could prolly shake a stick at... Yet, I;m the one hiding in the corner not knowing what to do with my life!

I was laid off from work, 2 days ago, it's shitty but it happens, we're in a crappy time and in a nation that isn't sure which way is up! My friend has always been the beaming light of "I can do it!" He taught me the finer things in life, how to eat cereal with water cause we were both too broke to get milk and we missed our chance to eat at school... We both stood strong with each other as RA's thru the thick and thin. He always has the right thing to say to me when i doubt myself at an audition...yet when he calls i fear i can never say the right thing to help or advise.

I'm jobless practically broke again and I want to run away, I can hear his voice just saying, stay strong nettie, celie is only a flight away.... It is times like these where I am eternally grateful to know he's just a phone call away and a mere 4 1/2 hour flight away.... Celie, all I can say is im thankful so much for all you've done! I know greater and even more amazing things lay ahead for you, especially when you are getting your PHD in some amazing place like the UK or Australia!

peace, love, hairgrease, chicken and waffles...

nettie

Where does the time go?

Well after my last post, I haven't died, I just got busy with work, extending Wedding Singer, and then getting cast in Drowsy Chaperone! I've gotten reconnected with the website
www.themeparkreview.com

Im going on a trip in August 2010, 18 days across the midwest/east coast area to ride roller coasters, yes I admit it, I'm a coaster junkie! I'm hoping I get a cool roommate on this trip, and that it goes well! :-)

I've been working like a dog to afford the trip and just to have money in general!
Other than that, nothing too exciting *Sadly*

hope all is well in the cyber world!
-j

Blah for being sick

So I started to come down with something... I broke out the Zicam, Advil, OJ, and have hunkered down.. I hate being sick, I always get way sicker than most, and at least this time I haven't gotten the chills! Last time I was sick i got the chills BAD!

anyways, off to shower, shave, and get some dvds and lay down for the night!
love you all out there
j

Sore, so Sore

My body aches... I know it has to do with the fact that I'm a Fancer. Yes I admit it, I'm a fancer, I never claimed to be able to do a quad, a fouttee or a stag leap! I am an Actor/Singer. I can do characters, voices, impersonations, and belt like its my god given gift... So after dancing my ass off in the first act, I'm just DONE! I feel good bout it but I'm just SORE! I'm sure that taking a break from my WII fit and my Power 90 hasn't helped but it doesn't help that I do it at home and my mom and or sister have commandered the TV while im home!

Other than that, life is good... Still single, and still enjoying it all as it comes...
TTYL, it's bed time!
J

My first posting

So I figure i'd get on the bandwagon and start posting....

Alot has happened recently in my life... I moved to Hawai'i *back home*
I took a spot with a Regional Rep Theatre back here, we're doing Wedding Singer, and I'm loving it. As for the love life, its just bleh.... We'll see where it goes.... anyways, more later!